It is one of those days that I wish I was not an addict. OR I wish I didn't give up narcotics in Sept 2012. I want to NOT FEEL... I want to be numb. I am just having one of those days, scratch that, weeks where I just want to disappear into my own skin. Really starting on my birthday and still through today. I wish I could go back to taking a pill and not have to feel the pain I am feeling....
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